Project Ideas

didn't fill my prescription. itching for creative work. need camera-might take some stills to build off of.

[telecommunications] still on my mind.
youth too? (is it youth? might it just be simplicity? whim?)
the internet as a place.
making a space first conceptually then visually.
rural internet. what is rural internet?
-less advertisements, less blatant pornography...
what is rural? low population (less traveled?), agriculture/wilderness, harvest resources
movement speed? low traffic (cyber) means faster? information or less interest?
cyber people? avatars? double image/two lives.
ohio state fair-what is its cyber equivalent?
spoken interview
why do people live and stay here?

I submitted my first film to a festival today. I don't have high hopes, but it's the first step to take so I hear. Here's to making art!

In the mean time, I want to hide inside my room forever.

The Greenest of Them All

Dear _____,

You aren't qualified to do what you're doing. Some people admire you for putting yourself out there. Quite frankly, it annoys me. You're non-nonsensical. Less than intelligent. Not worth it.

Sincerely,

Myself

Diary-You might say I'm "jealous". I won't admit to that, but I am bitter.

Lo-tus

Venus, between my legs.

How could I hallucinate anything like you?

Even if we can't hear the lyrics on your

Old jazz records

I'll lie listening, just the same.

The perfect evening to me would be sitting on the long, summer lawn watching movies projected onto the walls of my home.